Trust? should I?

"I'm Serious"

"Not kidding"

"Come on, Serious la"

"Can you believe me?"

"Believe me"

"Chill K? I wont do that/this"

"I'll never...."

"I Promise"

"TRUST ME"

all these words....

people use it without sincerity

filled with broken promises

and lies

instead

when they use it

it made me feels like

they are starting to hide from u from then onwards

when u're ask them

are u serious?

are u sure?

u promise?

u wont break it?

they will misuse the word

i'm serious

i'm sure

i promise

i wont break it

even as a friend... 

they use it to make prank/jokes with it...

should i trust/believe these words anymore?

felt so insecure