happy birthday chuan kai! ^^

chuan kai there

went to pyramid after dental check up...

by bus and walking start from college to the curve then to lrt then pyramid

hehehe at first i didnt noe da outing is for chuan kai's bday celebration,

until i reached there hehehe, it was kinda late but i stillable to join them for ice skating....

hehehe quite tiring tht time hehehe

n noe wat, louis and kenneth saw me ice skating there hahaha

~Miharu~

Almost lost ^^"

hehehe almost lost my file the other day in the curve hehehe

the founder called ka fai... cuz i left his biodata inside my file hehehe

they thought it was his... but luckily found back la....

tht time went for dental check up

made me run up and down for few times....

those workers surely think i'm nuts running like tht

like nobody's business hahaha.....

hope there's no more next time ^^"

~Miharu~

Happy Birthday 18th Kenneth k.k.k ^^

The Birthday Boy

Timballo...... very huge!!!!!!

kenneth n his best fren Louis

CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!!
This group here are us!!!!! see the one holding camera coming over?? Thats zarul hehehe

hehehe.... dun reli know him but hey, but why not?
he's my classmate ^^...
picture?.... not very clear hehehe ^^"
we gave him a small surprise in The Curve's 1920 cafe
CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!!!!!
hmm.... i had Timballo... very very very filling....
everyone order set lunch ^^"...
and ordered orange juice, and i didnt noe
and ordered ice peach tea T.T..... the black sheep of da group T.T
sorry everyone!!!didnt mean to destroy da picture T.T
hehehe ^^"

after da meal, some of us walk around,
and some went to play fusball and pool...
well... da luck is by ken's side....
so i guess u guys noe wat i mean la hehehe

after that, we went for a movie in cineleisure.....
to watch "definitely, maybe"
its kinda slow but yet romantic and nice ^^ hehehe
well i still remember i my seating is number 6 heheh
ken was 4, but he sat beside me instead hahaha
break da rules hahaha.....
he's so dead when classmate read this post hahaha.....
suppose to be shang wei's seat hahaha. right side of mine was brandon hehehe
after da movie we planned to give ken a push into da fountain though
it was my idea hahaha....
zarul, jazz and charlson agree hahaha...
but sadly, he left straight after movie
and the fountain was covered up by da plants....
thats about it i guess... heheh cant remember wat i wanna type already
cuz too long cant update blog ^^"

and from here i get closer with everyone, and noe quite some frens ^^

once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH KHOO KHEAN KHEONG!!
Tanjoobi Omedeto! ^^

~Miharu~

My true love-reader digest feb issue

Almost 30 years ago, Khin Khin Lay and I were medical students in the town of Mingaladon, 17 kilometres north of the capital Yangon, then called Rangoon. We were together all the time - attending lectures and tutorial classes, doing laboratory experiments and studying bedside cases.
Khin Khin was an oriental beauty with a fair complexion and black hair. She was vivacious, sociable and smart. I, on the other hand, was quiet, gentle and lonely, having only a few intimate friends. She was constantly wooed by admirers, but I was not among them. My parents were poor and my uncle paid my university fees. Having to meet their expectations, I had no time for romance.
In our final year, she became engaged to a doctor who was just about to go to England for further study.
After our final year, Khin Khin and I became interns at North Okkalarpa General Hospital. The work wasn't as demanding as our studies had been, and we spent more time together. I could feel a profound attachment forming between us, but I also felt uneasy because she had a fiancé.
One day, as we watched a movie together, I lightly touched her hand. To my surprise, she squeezed my fingers. Later, at her sister's apartment in the capital, we fell into each other's arms. "I really love you," I said.
"Me too," she replied.
I returned to my room, thinking many happy days were still ahead. A week later, Khin Khin handed me a letter. "My fiancé is coming back soon," it said. "Though I love you so much, I can't marry you. Let's stay away from each other."

Not long afterwards, Khin Khin married her fiancé. I was shattered - she had taken away my heart, my happiness and my hopes.
After my internship, I opened a private clinic in the capital. But first I returned home to visit my parents. There, I met a teenage girl who lived on the same street. We talked a lot, strolled along the riverbank and went shopping together. I knew that she was just a substitute for Khin Khin, and our affair did not last long. Soon I set off for Rangoon.
I was 26 when I married. A friend had introduced me to Nwe Nwe Oo. She was simple, serene and sweet. I thought I could love her.
We settled in my hometown, built a new house and had three children. But there were problems. My mother often wanted to come over and cook for us, and Nwe Nwe resented her interference. They argued constantly.
The differences between Nwe Nwe and I also grew wider. She felt that my life was being shared with my mother all the time, and I did a poor job of sharing my feelings with her. Over time, it became easier not to talk in any meaningful way.
Whenever I felt down, I would think about Khin Khin. Reminiscing about how happy we were together became my refuge. The years passed, and in 1997 I found Khin Khin's number in the phone book. I called, and we spoke about our families. She had four children, three of whom were living in Australia. Her husband had died three years earlier.
Whenever Nwe Nwe was out, I would call Khin Khin. I could sense her old liveliness and self-confidence in her voice, which filled me with pleasure. She always spoke cheerfully, but she rarely called me first.

I never expected to renew our romance. I simply believed that she was the only woman who could understand me and with whom I could share my thoughts.
We made no effort to see each other because we lived 300 kilometres apart. Also, part of me didn't want to disturb my memory of her as a young woman. Regardless, I harboured a secret wish that one day we would visit our old university and hospital together.
Then I got a call from my long-forgotten teenage sweetheart. She was married and had two children. It was clear she wanted to rekindle our romance. She wanted to meet, but I refused. "I can't forget you," she said. "I think about you every day."
Suddenly, everything became clear - this was exactly how I felt about Khin Khin. I had spent my entire married life dreaming about my first love, even though she didn't love me. In a way, thinking about her had become my daily meditation. Fortunately, there was still time to change.
Nwe Nwe and I had been together 25 years. Had I neglected our marriage for that long? As I became more thoughtful towards her, I realised that our marital disharmony had calmed down. We no longer disagreed about so many things, and hostilities between my wife and my mother had eased.
We started to open up to each other. One night in bed, Nwe Nwe touched my hands and said, "Your hands are soft and smooth. But mine are not, you see?"
It was true. Her palms were coarse and her fingers were calloused, the result of decades of housework. I was filled with regret that I hadn't done more to care for her.

I finally began showing her the love she deserved. On her birthdays, which she had long stopped remembering, I started buying her gifts. Whenever I travelled to Rangoon, I would return with a kimono and other clothes for her.
I have finally woken up from the dreams of my first love. I no longer dwell on the past. Instead, I focus on a meaningful present and am helping to build a prosperous future for our children.
I am sure that I will eventually fulfil my dream of returning to my old university and to the hospital where I was an intern. But it will be with my family. It will be my pleasure to introduce this part of my life to my dear wife and long-neglected children.Although my youthful dreams will never come true, I am finally satisfied with what I have.

isnt it kinda sad and yet touched?... leave a comment....

we have to appreciate wat we have.....
dun let go....
cuz there's no turn back when its too late.

~Miharu~

i wonder where can i get the lyric and the translation

yunt ito & celine dion- a world to believe in

makes me miss him more now..... though i dunno what are they singing...

but the melody....

gonna be another 6 days till i see him....

i hope the time somes fast but pass REAL SLOW...

~Miharu~ missing 5....

The world is kinda small and also... like a stranger

unbelievable... at the first day of college
i didnt noe anyone i noe will be in this college....
first priscilla- DJ (dun reli talk to her anyway)
then zarul and jazzlyn happen to be HAZEL's best fren!
hazel... my primary best pal hehehe
xiu wei... i didnt noe she's studying in here either...
and now in same course together with zarul and jazzlyn
HSIAO VERN!! she's studying in kdu too!
now 1st year in degree for accounting
leaving to UK on october... T.T
well me and hsiao vern share the same thing actually...
so im happy to see her...
she loves dancing, ex cheer, ex chsian, we love the same singers
met her in frisb... and she happen to be my fren's classmate too...
and now!? same college! woa~.....

ok now da bad side....
i still dun really get to mix much with my classmates....
worst is last friday... i just happen to pass by them...
guess whats the feedback?...
nth... as if like i didnt exist in their class....
my god!.... i mean excluding
zarul, jazzlyn, raymie, lizra and xiu wei.
they weren't there anyway...
its another gang of people....
haihz... something must be wrong in me....
ate alone for lunch.... in the crowd...
when i see everyone have their fren around....
not reli tht bored...... but left out...
will i be one of their gossip channel? ^^"

guess all i have is jazz, zarul n xiu wei....
but there werent there everytime any way....
luckily i happen to see hsiao vern....
surprisingly..... happy to see her...
and she was there with me till our class gonna start....
so is ka fai always there to accompany me ^^
n hon teasing to make me feel better @.@

~Miharu~

todays horoscopes says....

Aries: you're too close. Restlessness is understandable. detach without being hurtful. a little
time and distance put everyone's in a better mood.
Leo : you're one forceful for one so agreeable. negativity offends you. are you becoming your
opposites? n if so, would tht be reli so bad?

Hmm.....

forever

Forever- damage

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always around when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun,
and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

(I pray you leave me never)

Coz this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

i will never leave again.....
you're the one
hu's there by my side when i need

~Miharu~