whats my choice? where's my options?

i'm just

afraid of
rejecting someone
which sometimes people don't like it

afraid of
hurting someone's feeling
when they trust you as a nice friend

afraid of
accidentally said something
that could made people get into arguments

afraid of
losing something
which i don't wanna lose it in my life

but when I do all this prevention

WHAT I GET?




they take something away which i tried earn or own it

blame me...

dislike me...

tease me...

look down on me...



i hate my identity sometimes....
sometimes i oso get blame by my personality...
but thats just who i was....

Blur....

soft spoken...

always a "YES"/"OK" here and there
which sometimes i feel like saying no
but i just cant said it out...

Do i deserve to get scolded or frustrated at just because of these?


WHATS MY OPTION?