Punishment.....

well today i got late for work....
and got SUMMON!!!!
i think is either 500$ or 300$
ish.... gonna be half of my salary man....
the co-worker's around there told me the only way is get mc....
so i was thinking... since i have this back prob....
maybe i shud just check out at the same time....

at first, i don't dare to check out...
as i scared about the result....
and tht was 3 years before....
now..... i'm prepare for it...
i have no choice anyway....
well thought its a scary result....
but... for the moment.... no....
the doctor said it wasn't crack bone nor dislocated
but the muscle strained....
got weaken.... and the tissue was abit... "pop out"....
which i dunno how to explain in here....
the doc said the column was hitting each other and hurt the tissue tht is between it....
complicating huh?
but if get any worst....
i need to go for an x-ray and treatment....
hope not...
and i need to go strength work for my back... kinda hard...
but thats wat the doc wants me to do....
for the sake.....
cuz this may effect my knee.... and i might end up.....
this..... u really dun wanna noe......
so.... another punishment....
dun get yourself trouble....
go check whenever there's injuries....
Seriously.....

~Miharu~

Please keep clean!!!!

yo!.... cant believe what i see man....
one of the washroom i went....
and one of the closet is stink!!!!....
is not like we're in the center of the forest without the "bowl"
there's one inside...
but y there's "waste product from human" beside the "bowl"???
EEEWWWWW......DISGUSTING!!! luckily i didnt faint over.......
Dont tell me thats a kid doing tht....
even a kid know where to "release" it....
how on earth can this happen.....OH MY GOD!
eeewww.... I'll never go into that closet/washroom anymore.....

Be a good citizen.... PLEASE KEEP CLEAN!!!!!

~Miharu~

Stars

its been a long time since i last see the thousand stars at the sky....
when can i see it again?......
who will i see with?.....
will there be any chance i can see??
or any chance to see with?....
i miss the stars i last saw during the interact's trolaks camp site.....
it was so beautiful... i can still remember....
tht time... everyone was leaning on the big field and watching it...
i hope i can see one soon...
with a nice sentimental music...
and the best is...
like everyone wished....
with the person u wanna spend the time with there.....

~Miharu~

leave or continue?

well...
tired working in this place(current job)...
tired......
and feel pressure there.... in their sales...
can hardly avoid 0 sales....
well... wat can i say... a stall selling products... for such high price....
well kinda.... ^^"...
not much customer would wanna buy...
and... not good at promoting tht well....
as well as my supervisors....
very bored working there too.... ^^".....
all i can do is listen to my mp3 to keep away from the boredom....
shud i quit???

i found another job in pyramid...
other than tht... it has shift too....
only 8 hours per day...
though the pay is not tht high....
but at least earn a lil and better than staying at home whole day ^^"
but prob is transport.....

only if i can drive......

~Miharu~

new look.... heart remains...

NEW LOOK...
well i just did rebonding this afternoon....
very straight now... hehehe...
first time doing rebonding..
instead of temporary rebonding
supposingly, im to go there in the morning
but they havent open yet....
see.... i have told my mom many times to check the saloon working hours.....
if not.... i would have gone to......

HEART REMAIN n not chg....
where are you?....
the feeling its like years since i last met you...
sigh...
how i wish there's this medicine....
tht can relieve the pain in the heart of missing a person....

~Miharu~

work...work....work....

start working since jan 1st....
not enough sleep tht day...
now get tired easily... the only solution is get a nap....
to replace the time i've lose for sleep tht night....
i nap on the cashier desk though....
for 5-10 minutes top get power nap....
cuz seriously....
im really tired ^^">
well... working in one utama...
the stall call...
Porsch beauty & slimming line
sells splash, dr dior, n kitsui's products
dunno how long will i be working till....
guess will be until end of feb or the first week of march hehehe ^^"

its been quite some time since i last see him....
miss him alot...
everything i see or do....
reminds me of him....
like he's there around me....
taking care and watch over me.....

~Miharu~

When you're not by my side

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
walk back the places u walked, i can see your shadows

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone.....
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're away.....
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're not by my side.....
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
"I miss you"

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the things you gave, they're still with me
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I hope we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

modified from the song "when you're gone" by Avril Lavigne

~Miharu~